For as long

For as long as i remember
I'll wish to forget
For as long as the pain is there
I'll beg for a cure

For as long as i remember
Ill regret being so lost
For as long as the regret is there
Ill hope to have bettered myself

For as long as i remember
Ill despise the child in me
For as long as i despise
Ill never truly grow up

For as long as i remember
Ill still love you
For as long as i love
Ill have a broken heart

Today i remember all to well
And my heart is shot all to hell
Today i still love
But you shot this dove